I had no idea how alone I’m going to be until this morning. Well, guess I might as well enjoy being 3/4’ths the way up life’s ass now. I’m too poor to afford a kitty to keep my company, the only thing I want. It’s going to be the longest winter I’ve put up with. And all I can envision is me working, working, working… envious of people who have time, work more, eat once in a while if I can afford it…. work, pay rent… bam, it”ll be winter, so I can toss snow and ice into the mix to liven things up. Cold, working. Dark, work. Lonely. Repeat. Baww.
“I am ready for whatever’s coming. I expect nothing but to be let down or turned away. I am alone. Goddamn. The shit hurts sometimes, but I realize what I am, what I have become.”—Henry Rollins (via ggreasewizard)